Well it took rather long to snuggle those two chubby little feet…

Three years precisely. One miscarriage that I did not feel I could share with anyone for a very long time. 4 months of eating pretty much only bread rolls and apple sauce as others were enjoying lasagne, paella and all sorts of other goodies. 6 months of wearing the same 6 pairs of black leggings from Primark as nothing else fitted. A major health scare when I fell down some stairs and could not walk for 5 weeks. 50 hours labour, forceps and loosing lots of blood. But all was worth snuggling those two tiny little feet.